Earnestly I Seek Thee

I don't know what's going on.

It's not a bad thing. It's just confusing.

You know when you see a small child and they can't make sense with their speech yet, but you can tell they so badly want to understand you? Well that's sort of how I'm feeling right now. I understand English, but I'm trying to understand God right now and I can't.

The last month has been a roller-coaster of up's and down's and I've been afraid of just getting comfortable again, which I guess is what's happening, prayer doesn't happen as frequent, time spent worshiping considerably less, and our bible reading...Ha its horrible.... I think we have like 20 chapters to catch up on! With all this being said, I can feel God pulling me in....I have this urge like none other inside me thats just saying "I NEED YOU".

The problem here is I'm not sure how to get close to God...do we work well just in a quiet place reading the bible? (and if this is so where do I open up? that book is like thousands of pages!) Do I go outside and listen to worship music? Do I attempt a worship song on my guitar? Do I pray? Do I read Godly books? Tell me Lord how you want to speak to me. I guess if worst comes to worst I could try all of the above and just see what He is trying to tell me.

Man....being Jesus's friend is alot of work.
I'm glad its such a good friendship to have though. And I guess he does do alot for me too ;)

Okay- Time to chill with Jesus!